Unexpected!!!

Oh well... Have been quite long time I never updated my blog. =) Being busy go out with my friends. No choice, kaki itchy! LOL...

Anyway, got my results just now evening. Sighs...

UNEXPECTED... seriously

The subject that I expected I would take D turned out with a C only. On the other hand, the subject that I expected I would take C but turned out with a D. SWT rite?! Oh well... But quite happy also. Hehe... Congratulation, ESTHER!!! =) You already made it real for once. LOL... =P

By the way, I also want to congratulate my friends who are Donkey and Pasukan. LOL... Donkey, you no need to worry already! Can sell your books for me! LOL... Pasukan, wow!!! Your results! OMG... DAMN GOOD! Still remember you told me before one subject you didnt do it well. But ended up turned out with a D?! SWT... Anyway, congratulation to you. Guess you had paid off alot of prices huh?! So that's what you got now. You can go any Universities that you want in Australia already! LOL... Just as long as you have got money and time to choose! ;)

Saisaki Japanese Buffet & Taman Caunaught Pasar Malam =P

Supposed this post should be written down by yesterday. But due to yesterday me not feeling really well, so that postponed write it down on today. Somehow, who cares, rite?! This is my choice what... hehehe.. =P

Errmm... Tuesday went to Saikaki Japanese buffet restaurant to had my lunch with my Uni's friends. They are Shasha, Evelyn & Sook Kuan(Eve's friend). Hmm... Not bad the food at the restaurant. Eat until gonna vomit. Hehe... Too full la... Hahaha... but Worthy to try out la. So after our lunch then we went to Time Square to lepak. Hehe... Bought some clothes and went for movie too. At first 4 of us wanna watch different movie. LOL.. Then at last we all teman Sha went for the cantonese movie. OK... Guess what?! We really idiots! Went to the movie ticket counter there for 2-3 times. The 3rd times only we bought the tickets... Oh well... So hard for us to make a decision... LOL...

Before we went for movie. We went to Metrojaya and jalan-jalan. Guess who we saw?! Before that I just asked Sha will she go to pick him up at KLIA since he back today. Manatau... Saw him at Time Square. So Syok la... OK! He is our TBS foundation classmate la by the way. Hehe.. He went to Aussie for persue his degree at RMIT. Oh well.. I didnt see him, just when he called me as "Cheah Fang", then I turned back, manatau was he. Ok.. SYOK SYOK SYOK... we both stone for 2-3 seconds, then i turned back saw Sha, then we 3 together stone for 2-3 seconds again... LOL... Funny rite?! "一讲曹操，曹操就到！！ 嘴巴好灵叻！！" Hahaha... Then we chat awhile then he also left already. So after movie we jsut went back around 8pm.

So yesterday...

Yesterday went to pasar malam with Pasukan and Liang. Supposed went on last wednesday. But due to Pasukan last week stomachache therefore postponed till yesterday only we went. At there we also met up our high school hostel-mates. =D Another moment for me that proved my mouth was so "accurate" kekeke... =P I told my roomates that called another girl who named Alicia. Then she said why called wor. Since she doesn't know how to drive althought she lives so near. She won't come geh la. MANATAU... OK.. later we saw Alicia la... OK! Swt.. HAHAHA... my mouth neng mah?! So ACCURATE one... Aduidui... hahaha... Then we had Asam Laksa as our dinner or supper?! Whatever... hahaha... Then we balik lo... Pasukan fetch. Supposed wanna go Pandan Indah find Ashley one, since Pasukan said the road there was complicated. So cancelled lo. Somemore quite late already.

Overall had fun on both days althought i'm sakit now! =)

Below are some pictures that we took at Saisaki Restaurant...

What are you pretending to be!!! Hate you!!!

WTF!!! WHAT ARE YOU PRETENDING TO BE!!! I HATE YOU!!! AND YET, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

Supposed yesterday had a Japanese buffer as my lunch with her & hers gang. Oh well... Since she said fully book already then i just left it. Wait for next time to go together her. OH WTF... I just realised that she did go for buffer but she LIES to me!!! Oh well.. Then nevermind lor hor... Manatau she still wan to pretend like dont know ler! Oh well... Hey you, what are you pretending to be, completely idiot la you!!! You thought like that very FON meh?! SWT... Oh well... Never mind... ESTHER, FORGIVE her pls! She always like that! I'm already numb with her.

Guess the post that i wrote in 2nd Nov quite true, known her since form 1... OK... I MENTIONED AGAIN IS FORM1, but till now I still dont know when to believe her and when not! Sighs... Baliah lah me! But what I want from you this idiot is just simple word, HONESTY!!! Where is your honesty! Always tell lies to others and yet won't feel guilty for her ownself! Oh well... Accept who are you as only thing I can do. Treated you so good also not used, what you returned back to me?! Oh well... IT WAS TOTALLY SHIT!!! I would rather prefer you tell me the truth for me!!! WTF!!! Still wanna argue with me in MSN!!! MUKA TEMBOK-NYA!!! That's all for my expression today! Now... feel relief abit... Cuz I drink a big cup of ribena with ais~~~ HAHAHA! =) Thanks for listening! And yet, don't lies to me out there! LOL... =P

Just Pictures =P

Oh well... Just came back from jogging with that shui po. =P And yet home alone. Mother & brother went to my aunty's funeral this morning. Oh well... Since i'm damn bored now. Therefore upload some pictures that I ss... =P hehehe... So here I go....

Levi's, Body Glove & Kim Gary =)

Went to MV with aunty today! =) Bought a levi's jean pant, body glove t-shirts! Yay! Oh well... At Levi's store tried out alot of different cutting & size... Finally got one! Yay! So happy! hehehe... =P You guys know what?! Tried until I sweat la... OK!!! Oh well... But I like the jean very much. The colur are much more special. Wear it with a high heel shoes, wow~~~ that is so "zheng"la... indeed... =P

After that went to body glove buy 2 pieces of t-shirts. Since they always use this rule first item 10% discount second item 40% discount. Quite okla.. If they do so. hehehe... My aunty also bought 2 ler... Not play play... =D After that, we went to Kim Gary to have our Hi-tea. Oh well... Talking of which, I have been half a year havent gone there. Since I sesak till now. OK... they already added on some others combo for order la... INN already! HAHAHA!!! =D At there talk alot... hehehehe... Talked about aunty how to know uncle also ler... hahaha... NENG HOR?! kakaka... xD Anyway, they known each other at bus. LOL... The bus which on the way went to Singapore. Both of them got a same ticket 6B. This problem mayb due to the system. Printed the same ticket for twice. So... because of this... They are married already! LOL... How nice???!!! LOL.... =P

Guess I got go to now... Tomorrow morning want to go jogging with that shui po. Wonder when she become so healthy?! LOL... OKla... till then... cya! Take care buddies!

Honesty

A song by Billy Joel.

If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honest is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe

I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't as for nothing while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the one I depend upon

Love Story

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Love etcetera. One day it was announced to feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired there boats and left.

Love wanted to perservere until the last moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing in a grand boat when Love asked for help. Richness refused saying that there was Envy and Jealousy in the boat and there was no place for him.

Vanity passed by in a beautiful vessel. Love asked Vanity for help. "I can't help you Love. Your being wet might damage my boat."

As Sadness was close by, Love turned to him. "Oh Love, I am so sad that I need to be myself!" said Sadness. Happiness passed by, but she was so happy that she did not even notice Love.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I'll take you." Love felt so relieved that he even forgot to ask his name. Finally they arrived on dry land and they parted ways.

Love asked Knowledge who it was. "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Buy why did Time help me?" asked Love. Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because, only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."


Thought for reflection:
True love is unconditional and ever flowing. It does not ask for acknowledgement or any kind of return.

A New Day Has Come

A regular article in the Female Magazine 2002, the topic was "Learning to Let Go". One of the readers wrote saying that she had benefited from the article. The story goes: She was a housewife with two toddlers aged four and three. Her parents-in-law pampered her eldest daughter and took her home with them frequently. As a result, her daughter had become quite spoilt.

There were two instances where her mother-in-law totally disregarded her and just took her grand-daughter out with her. She has spoken to her sister and close friends but concluded that she would just have to deal with it herself. She was contemplating on putting an end to her mental torture as she was heading for a dead end. She chose instead to find a "new road" and divert her attention elsewhere.

So, she began to fill her time by helping her sister with her business, freelancing, doing handicrafts and selling them at Flea markets. Soon she herself began sending her daughter to her mother-in-law, convinced that her in-laws were not spoiling her daughter, but merely showering her with love. A month after she started to "let go", she discovered that she was happier and the hatred and anger had lessened. Most of all, her eldest daughter was no longer caught in the middle and was free from pressure.

Thinking back, she was glas she had acquired this new skill in life. Otherwise, she might have died of grief.

She said "Letting Go" was not about giving up, rather more of opening oppurtunities for the self.


Thought for reflection:
If you love someone, let him/her go. If he/she comes back, he/she is yours forever. If not, he/she is not even yours to begin with.

MV's MPH and Sushi King =D

So today went to MV with Shasha and donkey! Around 1pm something like that the Shasha came and fetched us. Hehe... Recently she become our driver for FOC one ler... Where to get wor?! LOL... =P After arrived there, we first go to Aussino for buying bed sheet and quick cover set since they are having discount in this month. So I did grab for 2 quick cover set and one filter bed sheet. =) After that, we went to shop some of the shop lots. But ended up didnt get anything else also. =(

Later on around 4pm something, we 3 feel have got abit hungry so we decided to go to Sushi King to have our Hi-tea. So have fun at there too! When every moment that we could sit, sure we have fun! LOL... no doubt! =P So we 3 continue the E's story. Guess it became our everyday's topic already... SWT... Don't know when only we could end this topic... Oh well...

So below were some photos we took during the Hi-tea time... So here we go....

Me & Donkey =P

Dishes that we had eaten

Don't capture me la... I shyyy..... =D

Guess whose hand was that?! =P

'kiap-ing' the sushi... =P

After that, we continue our journey. Today our objective is go to MPH. So of course we went there. I did bought 6 books about the self-help which all totally cost me around RM300. Crazy huh?! It's up to you to judge it! But it really could help me alot! =P So Anyone out there want to borrow from me you guys are welcome! =) So after that, we rush back home just because the Donkey need to fetch Moo to the E's house because today it's hers birthday! SO... that's all for today! What's a tiring day for me! Considered me whole day didn't sleep... Guess I'll have a nice dream today! Yay! Ciaoz... cya!

Pasar Malam @ Taman Caunaught and 糖黏豆 @ S.Saujana

This post supposed already posted, but due to my house internet connection lag and hang, after I finished my typing for this post when I wanted to post ok.. Disconnection again! “gek sei me!” But, Esther be patient, therefore I rewrite again. Swt… :S

Just went back from Taman Caunaught’s pasar malam with Shasha. Hehe… Actually wanted to go there to see the jagung moi since every of my friends said that she’s so pretty and gorgeous. All of the people circle around her mother’s stall if she’s there. When you see no one else is standing there to buy her jagung mean she’s not there. See?! How exaggeration for this?! But it’s really truth.

So after we arrived, we first have our “fei zai lok lok” as our light dinner. Because later we want to eat asam laksa, therefore can’t let our stomach empty rite?! Nanti gastric lagi. Hehe.. So after ate the ‘lok lok’ we continue lepak of cuz since the pasar malam is so LONG to walk, longer than SP Tuesday’s pasar malam ler! So while lepak-ing, I bought a short pant which costs me RM20. It’s quite nice. I like it very much. When back house and tried, luckily it fit to me. Yay! Then later we walk and walk, saw a lot of asam laksa stall, but don’t know which to choose. At last, we chose the last stall which placed at the end of the pasar malam. Wow… but also nice to eat! Hehe… After eaten asam laksa, we continue lepak. Then I bought a watch and a shirt which totally cost me around RM25. The watch is so nice and the shirt is so fashionable. Later I also bought a skirt which costs me RM25. Hehe… The skirt looks cute and fashionable also. Yay! Then later I also bought 2 pieces of pejamas which costs me RM10 for each. Hahaha… Cartoon one which is winner the pooh. =P After that, we went back around 9.30pm…

After that, we went to find Eve to yumcha. So here we have another moment to go…

So we went to 糖黏豆 to have some desserts. Have fun and have a nice chat there! LOL… =P Almost one year didn’t go there to have some desserts already! Since last year Christmas eve. So what we chat about?! Oh... tell you guys… this is the most funny part among all the conversation that we had. LOL… Ermm… it’s about Eve and hers used to be her best friend(E) pergaduhan. LOL… E bergaduh with Eve it’s because Eve and her gang said E is an “aunty” with joking with her. Then you guys know what happened to E for the moment? Ok… She cried already! LOL… Then everyday at night, she will ask her sister comments on hers dressing(for going to Uni one) will looks like aunty or not?! It's just in case hers friends won't laugh at her again. Swt… HAHAHA!!! What’s a LAME pergaduhan rite?! People just joking with her so fast get angry dah! Aduidui.. :S Because of this make Shasha and me laugh like hell at 糖黏豆 la… ok! SWT… hahaha… Of course we have got chat about others also la… hahaha! Then after we finished the foods almost one hour like that then we balik lu… Cuz later we has another moment to go… LOL… How interesting is my life huh?! =P It’s because I search for it one! =P

Guess I had to go now. Later we have another moment to go. We are going to MV's MPH. Don’t know have got what interesting thingy will happned by later?! me now soooooooooo 期待！！ =D

(Note for Jen: You think about it, what E will do if she known we last time used to call her “hao poh”?! Commit suicide sudah! Mati donk kiao! LOL… =P)

期待

如果人是活着的，相信一定有很多的期待吧。。。 因为我活着，所以有期待！！！

期待明天的到来。。。
期待哥哥从澳洲回来。。。
期待他买什么给我。。。
期待十二月的到来。。。
期待去新加坡购物。。。
期待去学游泳。。。
期待去学美容。。。
期待与朋友出去逛街。。。
期待与朋友出去喝茶。。。
期待朋友来我的新家。。。
期待去澳洲修学。。。
期待毕业典礼当天的气氛。。。
期待去欧洲游玩。。。
期待谈恋爱的日子。。。
期待结婚当天的气氛。。。
期待结婚生子后的日子与样貌。。。
期待成为妈妈的责任。。。
期待成为婆婆的成就感。。。
期待。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我想，人总要有期待，生活才更精彩吧！ 不是吗？！ =）

原来

灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

我难过

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决　不希望我等待　
我便默默的让你走开
如今你　受了伤回来　
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是　
放弃你　
放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎　
忍住悲哀
我以为　
是成全　
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是　
忘了你　
忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们　
真心相爱
也忘了告诉你　
失去的不能重来！！！

所以，珍惜身边的每一个人与东西吧，因为失去了真的不能重来了。。。 加油吧。。。 KAWAN!!!

Love

Hmmm... Just a simple title for this post. Cuz I don't know gonna use what title. Just a picture that I draw for myself. It's a love shape. I draw from a picture. So just let you guys to have a look whether it look alike the orinigal picture or not. Hehe... =) But I haven't coloured it. Waiting for Ashton's idea comments on how to colour it to let it become more cool & nice! =)
(Note: If the satisfaction of the picture is 10, I would rate my picture for 8.) Yay! =) What about you guys rate this?! =P

Make Up Day! Yay! =)

Today I was booked by my aunty to be hers model. Because she's having her make up course, so the intructor of the course need them bring a model to make up for the model. Have fun today!=) Guess what?! I make alot of challenges for her! =P For example, my eyes shadow want to have 2 colours mixed one, my eyesliners at the end must look like abit "fly out" like that one. Hahaha! When she listen already, she said " you really very mafan hor... ok... fine.. I accept your challenges! hahaha! =P But at the end, she could make it also la of cuz! Hahaha! Congratulation! So after that, we rush back cuz after that aunty & uncle will have a dinner in Klang. At that time already it's 6.45pm. So after went back home, me started to SS already! LOL... So here I go... =D

(Note: I actually have another 2 pics that I took with my mommy. I wanted to upload them! But I dunno why cant upload them at here! Sighs.. You guys know what?! My mother purposely changed her clothes and then make up some of hers face to take pictures with me! Oh well... My mother also like SS one! HAHAHA! =P What's a good relationship with my mother huh?! =) )

APT Saloon, Domino's Pizza and Focus Point?!

APT Saloon in Carrefour
Today around 11.30am I went there to have my hair rebonding that I wanted to do it since half year ago! Phew... Finally here I go to do it. Now you guys can see a taiwan artist in Malaysia la.. ok... That's A-Mei! LOL.. =P Today I went there with my youngest aunty. Since she always wanted to rebonding her hair too. After we went there then I start my rebonding but my aunty didnt do it because hers hair now are too dry cant do it. If she did already, hers hair will looks like shit! LOL... So she just signed up a treatement programme. Erm.. Have a good chat with those stylists at there about 3 hours. Laughed alot there. Hehe... Don't know since when I became so socialable eh?! =P

Around 3.15pm, finally finished my rebonding. Then we went for so called a lunch or a Hi-tea?! Whaever la.. As long as I have got some foods to eat right?! So we decided to go to Domino's Pizza to have our lunch. [(Honestly speaking, lives for 19 years, ok, I have not been to Domino's Pizza to have some food la.. ok!=.=") Those who know me very well, my house cooking style always is the healtier way! Therefore the probability to have a meal at outside is always damn low.]

Domino's Pizza
Ok, first at all I have to say that before we go in there was only ONE customer there to do hers revision or what! I don't know. Then I told my aunty that "wah... 没有人叻，拍苍蝇咯！！ haha! So we gave in, and then after order a combo meal we have a nice chat about some gossips. So after all the foods arrive our table, we started to eat of cuz and have some chat also. OK.. you guys guess what was happening now??? Just now I did say 没有人叻，拍苍蝇咯 right?! Ok.. NOW the 苍蝇 did appear one our table la.. ok! SO ACCURATE la my mouth said out de things! Then we both have the 默契 laughed out together loud loud la.. ok! HAHAHA!!! You guys can imagine or not?! LOL... =P It's extremely funny, and then knowing that there only 3 customers include us at the whole restaurant! OMG... hahaha! But I guess we 'bought' alot of guess gave in the restaurant lor.. ok.. After we gave in rite, the restaurant 碌碌续续 alot of Malays go in la.. OK!

After that, Another new moment to go.... Cuz my spec that I currently wear already very old and have got alot of 花纹. So I decided to changed a new one for my own. Since my aunty is there so that she can help me choose together which one more suitable for me.

Focus Point
After we walked in then we saw some collection of spec for promotion. So I chose this promotion. Quite fast I chose the frame. Very nice la the sepc... Very colourful also! The colours are so sharp man! Wore already just feel like very young la.. ok... 青春 la.. ok! LOL... Saw some brand of the frame. Guess what is the brand name?! We saw one of them was "O-Yes!" la ok!... SWT... So I at there jokes with my aunty, if wore it already sure whatever things can also goes well as "O-yes" huh?! LOL... =P So after I go to check my shortsighten power. And then 讨价还价 with the worker there lor... The worker bu neng lor... want to cheat me money lor.. ok! Want to count the price as high as he. Like me don't know like that. Luckily my aunty help me to ask for discount from him! Phew... Yet I also order 2 monthly contact lens... OK.. THAT GUY WANNA CHEAT ME AGAIN!! WTF!! ONE BOX LAST TIME I DID ORDER ONLY FOR 60 BUCKS! NOW HE SAID 65 BUCKS! OH, WELL... THEN I SAID LAST TIME I BOUGHT 60 NIA LOR...( in an immoral way) then he likes very bu gan yuan like that then oklor.. 60 bucks.. SWT...

So after settled the payment then we walked back from Carrefour ler! hahaha~~~ First time for us! A walk to be remember?! But 2 persons walked not that bad la... At least we can chat some funny jokes! Then the time flies... awhile then arrived home already lor! Then after back home just played with the little Joanne... SHE IS SOOOOO CUTE!!! Finally wait to get a BIAO MEI already! Yay! =)

Guess I have to go now! Having gastrics pain now by the way! Wanna have a cup of my proteins powter with MILO already! So.. cya guys! Have a nice weekends! Enjoy ya!

Only Say it Out Once In My Life Time

Don't know why all of a sudden, my heart & brain have alot of things to pour out now! I want to say alot of things that you guys will think it's so 感性. I want to say alot of things to my family members & my dearest friends here. ( So when you guys reading my blog, especially those who I will mention below, DON'T shed your tears ya =P) and hope it brought back alot of memories between you & me that we had gone through in the past. So, here We go...

To my Grandmother...
You grew me up! That why I'm here. That is why who am I now. You always share alot of your experinced with me! You always ask me to be strong when I was down. You always support me. You always cheer me up. You always know what I want! You always cook alot nice vege for me to eat! You always make joke with me! You always... Are my idiol in my life for sure! =) The love that you gave out is INFINITY!

To my Daddy&Mommy...
Daddy, you always work till late night. You always have to go outstation to work! You always provide a better enviroment for our family. You always support me. You always shared alot of experieced with me. You always tell me that health is my first wealth. You always very panic. You always.... Are my superman in my life for sure! The love that you gave out I can't see it from my eyes but it can feel from the heart.
Mommy, you always provide the best thing for our family. You always care for me. You always worry about me. You always bagging me. You always support me. You always forgive me. You always hurt alot. You always want us eat in the healthier way. You always have a nap in the evening. You always protect our family from danger. You always sacrificed yourself. You always... Are my superwomen in my life for sure! The love that you gave out I can see it from my eyes and feel from my heart too.

To my uncle&aunty...
Uncle, you grow me up! You make me to become a better me! You always buy alot of things for me. You always ask me to be strong. You always share life experienced with me. You always lead me to become a independent teenager. You always sacrificed your time just to teach me account. You always teach me how to manage my time. You always support me. You always ask me to let it go. You cheer me up. You always know what i want. You always... Are my bestest uncle that I ever have im my life for sure! The love that you gave out totally I can see from my eyes and feel from my heart too.
Aunty, you always cheer me up. You always laugh easily. You always is my 美容师。You always support me. You always tell me some jokes. You always strong. You always happy. Still remember what u'd told me when that time something was missing in my life. You always tell me that "Ah Fong, whatever you do in the future, I will always support you for sure, don't scare, be brave!". Yes, this sentence came out from your mouth and yet I always remember it in my heart. How touched was that?! Oh well.. You always... Are my bestest Aunty that I ever have in my life for sure! The love you gave out totally can see from eyes and feel from heart too.

To my brother...
Brother, we are brother and sister for once in our life. You always ask me to be strong. You always give whatever things that I need. You always buy me things that I like. You always mature. You always strong. You always handsome. You always provide whatever things that your girl friend needed. You always love your girl friend. You always very kind. You always is a giver. You always very funny. You always forgive me. You always support me. Yes, I didn't regret as you asked me to be strong to continue my studies in Monash. The results that I've got now can be recognised by you I guess. You always ask me to make it real. You always... Are my bestest brother in my life for sure! The love that you gave out is INFINITY!

To my friend Ashley...
Ashley, sorry for the misunderstood thingy that happened between us last few year. Now I understand and I already forgive it. You always very cute. You always tell lies. You always joke with others. You always ask people to help you. You always easy-going. You always be who you are. You always lack of confident. You always like to say rude words. You always laugh at others people wearing style. Until now, I have got something to tell you that, I don't know when I should trust you, when I shouldn't trust for some time. I'm still learning to be smart. Alot of memories that we had gone through, such as Lingaton tuition, Taylor's foundation year and etc, hope that you could remember. It's always the best memories for us to bring back. You always... Are a taker yet a giver for me as I know you for so long.

To my friend Ashton...
Ashton, a friend that I known through Ashley. You always like to design. You always care about me. You always shared alot of things with me, from study to family, from family to entertaiment and etc. You always give something cute for me. You always hang-out with me. You always support me. You always be strong. You always independent. You always socialable with Malays. You always send a message for me when your things didn't go well in JB. You always send a common message for me after you come back from JB and befor you go to JB. Two common messages from you are:" Sleep liao ma?!" and " Huhu... now at bas liao... go back to JB lor.. 88.. take care ya". You always... Are a giver for me for sure!

To my friend Jasmine aka shui po...
Jasmine, you are the only friend that I known for longest. Almost 13 years. Our family background is almost the same. One father, mother and brother. You always the smart. You always SS. You always chase by guys. You always weak. You always alot of things to share with me. You always not confident enough. You always care about me. You always... Are my longest friend that I known in my life for sure!

To my friend Jason...
Jason, really get known each other was in form 4. Saw each other before in form 1. You always caring. You always share gossips with me. You always lead ur junoir prefects. You always be strong. You always have a clear intention. You always play a nice piece at piano. Do you still remember the Canon In D that you tought me?! You always patient. You always funny. You always look down some of other people. You always laugh at others. You always... Are a giver & a leader for me as I known you in my life so far!

To my friend Jennifer aka 珍妮花...
Jennifer, a real friend that I known in last year. You always SS. You always support me. You always care about me. You always bully MM. You always protect me. Still remember after classses I always go to your house to have a nap. Still remember I overnight at your room just for the costumes for our drama?! Still remember you bought a banana mooncakes for us to eat?! Still remember the campbell mushroom soup that bought at Carrefour?! You just don't let MM drink have to wait for me come over at Pangsapuri?! You always loved by someone else. You always like to jokes. You always scare to eat spicy foods. You always strong. You always help me. Still remember when the first day i got my new car, my reverse parking skills not that good at that time, you help me to parked it at Subang Square?! Still remember those memories that we had gone through last year? A taxi trip to 1-Utama, A bus trip to Sunway Pyramid(the umbrella also flied away) and the lists go on... You always... Are my sahabat karib and a giver in my life for sure!

To my friend Wilson aka Pasukan aka Team...
Pasukan, a friend that I known through Ashley. You always care about your friends. You always cool. You always hard to give a smile for those who don't know you. You always give out. You always confident enough. You always kind. You always sacrified for your friends & family members. You always very hardworking. You always very smart. You always help me when I needed your help the most. Only you saw my weaknesses on myself that is lack of confident. Still remember a joke that you told us before, that was about Alicia slimming gossips. Alot of things we had gone through, ups and downs. Hope that were our bestest memories. We always shared about our future. Yes we finally entered into a Uni that we chose, we like, we wish to study together. (This is what us dreams about, but the only question with me now, do we make ourself proud?! Yes, we do.=D) You always... Are the 'kindest' guy that I meet in my life so far!

To all the people that I mentioned above, you guys have added and created values in my life! I want to say that: Thank you for eveything you guys have done for me. I appreciated it alot. I really meant it. Love you guys always. I have kept you guys in my deepest place of my heart. =) Never leave you guys again. Never dissapointed you guys again. Never delete you guys from my life. I promised. And last but not least, I want to give you guys a vote of 4.

To all my friends:
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever!

Voting:
1= See each other, then turning back
2= Eyes contacts
3= Eyes contacts + hands hold hands
4= Give a tight tight hug (there is where our heart shared)

(Note: The reason I created this post it's because I will never know when I'll leave this world. So what if tomorrow?! Am I going to regret for not letting you guys know you all actually create values in my life?! Yes, I'm. Therefore, this post is here! Alot of people choose to wait.. wait.. Until they died but still haven't told it out. But this thing will only happened to me once in my life time for sure! It's because 人类是可以被认同的!)

Yeah, It's Over!

Yes, it's over! I mean my final examination is over! So fast?! Fuiyor... hehe... Today the papar I sit for is Introductory Accounting A... Not that hard, overall I could answer all the questions. Guess what?! When I did the last question which is Bank Reconciliation Statement, after I calculated the bank account figure is equal to the figure of Bank Statement, I NEARLY want to shout out YES AH!!! But luckily I could control myself at the end I didn't shout out! Fuiyor... =)

So after I went back home not longer than one hour, my friend Jasmine aka shui poh called me said that going to come and find me just to share hers JERK story with me as she promised to tell me before. Oh well... Thinking want to have a nap in the afternoon, manatau itu shui poh said gonna come and find me soon. So I was told to not to have a nap. But at the end, I did fall asleep on the sofa before she arrived. =P Damn sleepy man! =0="

So after she came then started her JERK story... Oh well.. Sleepy*snoring*... Complicated man! Just like I love you, You dont love me, we arent the happy family! LOL... =P Dunno lah.. Just like a victimism story for her... Oh well... Pity her! Then chit-chat until around 5pm only she went back. After she went back, me feel like have got abit hungry so I cooked instant mee to eat. OMG... after eaten the mee, not longer for half an hour, I sudah fall asleep! Oh well... guess how tired was I?! Sighs... :S

Woke up at 8pm, ish... missed my favourite Singapore tv programme (Lucky charm) which showed at 7pm. Aiks... Now I've to wait for the repeat for this show. Sighs... And then around 10pm, daddy came back from Australia. Didn't buy anything else for me ;'(, because nothing to buy at there too expensive bah. 2.8:1. But then he shared alot of the experiences that he went through there. Quite funny! Haha...

Guess I've to go now... Wanna watch the tv show already! Yeah! Have a good rest ya, Esther! =) You can fly now lor... Yeah~~~ XIU XIU XIU~~~~ =D