Gathering with my dearest 314 roomies & my dear friends in CH

Wow... Has been quite long time I didn't post anything here. Almost futt mou already this blog( I guess). hehe... =P Erm... Nothing much. Has been going out with my friends last two weeks EVERYDAY! lol... Ya, I'm serious. People are asking me why am I not tired one, then I just answered mayb did learn yoga. LOL... memang didnt feel any tired la.. OK. HAHAHA... So here proved that yoga did work ok?! =)

Christmas eve...

Which was 24th of Dec... which is Ashton Siah birthday too. We went to his sister's house to had steamboat.(@ Prima Setapak). We totally had fun. Drunk wine & beer. Luckily I didn't get drunk. hehe... =P His sisters joined us too. =) Neng de also. HAHA... back home at around 3am. First time so late in my life. =)

25th of Dec 2006...

Erm... nothing much... woke up then just called Ashton then manatau said go to watch movie. Then I booked the tickets from internet then we went to The Curve Cathay Cinema to watch Eragon. His sisters joined us too. We had our dinner at SS2 "Wai Seek Gai". Ashton's sister-in-law ordered alot of foods to eat la. ok. hehe... =) After that, drove back home around 10pm.

Yesterday, 27th of Dec 06...

Meet my dearest 314 roomies at MidValley. We went to singk. LONG time didnt see them already. All grown up already. Jing Ya become leng lui. Pei ling & Anna's looks become mature too. hahaha... Tooks alot of pictures at centre court. HAHAHA... all SS there! =P Will post all the photos later when I received from Rui Hua. Then later second rounds, went to Kg. Kerinchi and find Jennifer then went to Taman Caunnaght's Pasar Malam. Bought belt. But haven't jalan habis already raining heavily like cats and dogs. Then later 3rd rounds, we went to Kajang find tim to eat Satay. HAHAHA... suddenly feel that me memang neng! HAHAHA.... =P My mother also cant tahan me. Said me kaki so itchy one. Go out everyday. hahaha... =P

Phewww......

So today, 28th of Dec 20006...

Went to Law Yatt Plaza singk with Ashton, Ashley and Tim. Supposed go to Sg. Wang's Green Box. But due to we didnt book it earlier, it's already fulled. So.. We forced to go to Law Yatt Plaza to sing. But not bad for now holidays. RM5 per student free 2 drinks too. SO quite worthy. =) After singk we went to Nando's to had our dinner. We had fun. Joke alot with Tim since he gonna leaves Malaysia on 1st of Jan 2007. So fast?! Yes, he's going to take summer course of Melb Uni. =) Below are some pictures that we took at K room before we leave the room. hehe... Here we go... =)

Me & Ashton Siah... See he so desperate for $$$ la... ok... The shirt's logo also need have got $$$ sign one... HAHAHA... =P
From the left... Ashton, M3, Ashley & Team aka Tim... =) Last Singk b4 he leave Mal...

Ashley & Tim... Do they looks like couple?! Wearing "qi lu zhuang"... HAHAHA...

(Note for Jas: OK... Tim DID smile la... Ok!!! HAHAHA... =P)

Finally, watched the HAPPY FEET!!! =)

Oh well... finally I get to watch Happy feet! Yeah! Has been postponed for 2 weeks if I'm not mistaken. Due to Pasukan always busying with his stuffs for applying to Australia next year.

Back to the topic... Supposed we want to watch in the afternoon, but due to Pasukan's brother was attending his undang course so we postponed till MIDNIGHT only we watched it. Sighs... Fetched Lalamoi at Jalan Ipoh. Total 4 persons going. Supposed went to MV, but after we arrived there, woww... mayb was Wed... so traffic jam. So we switched go to The Curve. After arrived there, just left 12.25am show for Happy feet. But we arrived at around 9.30pm. Omg... another 3 hours to wait... hahaha... But nevermind... WE'VE GOT TIME~~~ kekeke... xD So after bought the movie tickets we went to Kim Gary to had our dinner or supper?! Whatever... As long as we eat... hehe... Had a nice chat in Kim Gary... Joking around... hehe...

After we finished our dishes it's about around 10.45pm. Guess where we went after this?! kekeke....xD We sat at THE STREET there and watched people around out there. It's normal. Alot of people sitting at there too. So, we weren't the first one. hehehe... =P Sat at there took some pictures and joking around too. Always was me the one shared the jokes for them. So unfair... >.<''' We hardly finally waited for 1.5 hours to pass. LOL... Finally 12.25am was arrived. hahaha... Then we gave in. Everyone looks like so sleepy. *yawn*yawn* before the show start. After the movie starts, we seems like restored back our energy... hahaha... cuz the movie was so funny and cute... hehehe... quite nice the show in conclusion. After finished the show It's already 2.10am. So after the movie we went back home. Pasukan be our driver. =P Fetched Lalamoi back home then me. Hehe...

First time watched midnight show in my life. Feel quite nice. hehe... =P

Overall, we had fun yesterday! ;) Thanks!

SS-ing while waiting Pasukan come and fetch me. =P

Me & Lalamoi. Taken at THE STREET of The Curve. =)

Unexpected!!!

Oh well... Have been quite long time I never updated my blog. =) Being busy go out with my friends. No choice, kaki itchy! LOL...

Anyway, got my results just now evening. Sighs...

UNEXPECTED... seriously

The subject that I expected I would take D turned out with a C only. On the other hand, the subject that I expected I would take C but turned out with a D. SWT rite?! Oh well... But quite happy also. Hehe... Congratulation, ESTHER!!! =) You already made it real for once. LOL... =P

By the way, I also want to congratulate my friends who are Donkey and Pasukan. LOL... Donkey, you no need to worry already! Can sell your books for me! LOL... Pasukan, wow!!! Your results! OMG... DAMN GOOD! Still remember you told me before one subject you didnt do it well. But ended up turned out with a D?! SWT... Anyway, congratulation to you. Guess you had paid off alot of prices huh?! So that's what you got now. You can go any Universities that you want in Australia already! LOL... Just as long as you have got money and time to choose! ;)

Saisaki Japanese Buffet & Taman Caunaught Pasar Malam =P

Supposed this post should be written down by yesterday. But due to yesterday me not feeling really well, so that postponed write it down on today. Somehow, who cares, rite?! This is my choice what... hehehe.. =P

Errmm... Tuesday went to Saikaki Japanese buffet restaurant to had my lunch with my Uni's friends. They are Shasha, Evelyn & Sook Kuan(Eve's friend). Hmm... Not bad the food at the restaurant. Eat until gonna vomit. Hehe... Too full la... Hahaha... but Worthy to try out la. So after our lunch then we went to Time Square to lepak. Hehe... Bought some clothes and went for movie too. At first 4 of us wanna watch different movie. LOL.. Then at last we all teman Sha went for the cantonese movie. OK... Guess what?! We really idiots! Went to the movie ticket counter there for 2-3 times. The 3rd times only we bought the tickets... Oh well... So hard for us to make a decision... LOL...

Before we went for movie. We went to Metrojaya and jalan-jalan. Guess who we saw?! Before that I just asked Sha will she go to pick him up at KLIA since he back today. Manatau... Saw him at Time Square. So Syok la... OK! He is our TBS foundation classmate la by the way. Hehe.. He went to Aussie for persue his degree at RMIT. Oh well.. I didnt see him, just when he called me as "Cheah Fang", then I turned back, manatau was he. Ok.. SYOK SYOK SYOK... we both stone for 2-3 seconds, then i turned back saw Sha, then we 3 together stone for 2-3 seconds again... LOL... Funny rite?! "一讲曹操，曹操就到！！ 嘴巴好灵叻！！" Hahaha... Then we chat awhile then he also left already. So after movie we jsut went back around 8pm.

So yesterday...

Yesterday went to pasar malam with Pasukan and Liang. Supposed went on last wednesday. But due to Pasukan last week stomachache therefore postponed till yesterday only we went. At there we also met up our high school hostel-mates. =D Another moment for me that proved my mouth was so "accurate" kekeke... =P I told my roomates that called another girl who named Alicia. Then she said why called wor. Since she doesn't know how to drive althought she lives so near. She won't come geh la. MANATAU... OK.. later we saw Alicia la... OK! Swt.. HAHAHA... my mouth neng mah?! So ACCURATE one... Aduidui... hahaha... Then we had Asam Laksa as our dinner or supper?! Whatever... hahaha... Then we balik lo... Pasukan fetch. Supposed wanna go Pandan Indah find Ashley one, since Pasukan said the road there was complicated. So cancelled lo. Somemore quite late already.

Overall had fun on both days althought i'm sakit now! =)

Below are some pictures that we took at Saisaki Restaurant...

What are you pretending to be!!! Hate you!!!

WTF!!! WHAT ARE YOU PRETENDING TO BE!!! I HATE YOU!!! AND YET, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

Supposed yesterday had a Japanese buffer as my lunch with her & hers gang. Oh well... Since she said fully book already then i just left it. Wait for next time to go together her. OH WTF... I just realised that she did go for buffer but she LIES to me!!! Oh well.. Then nevermind lor hor... Manatau she still wan to pretend like dont know ler! Oh well... Hey you, what are you pretending to be, completely idiot la you!!! You thought like that very FON meh?! SWT... Oh well... Never mind... ESTHER, FORGIVE her pls! She always like that! I'm already numb with her.

Guess the post that i wrote in 2nd Nov quite true, known her since form 1... OK... I MENTIONED AGAIN IS FORM1, but till now I still dont know when to believe her and when not! Sighs... Baliah lah me! But what I want from you this idiot is just simple word, HONESTY!!! Where is your honesty! Always tell lies to others and yet won't feel guilty for her ownself! Oh well... Accept who are you as only thing I can do. Treated you so good also not used, what you returned back to me?! Oh well... IT WAS TOTALLY SHIT!!! I would rather prefer you tell me the truth for me!!! WTF!!! Still wanna argue with me in MSN!!! MUKA TEMBOK-NYA!!! That's all for my expression today! Now... feel relief abit... Cuz I drink a big cup of ribena with ais~~~ HAHAHA! =) Thanks for listening! And yet, don't lies to me out there! LOL... =P

Just Pictures =P

Oh well... Just came back from jogging with that shui po. =P And yet home alone. Mother & brother went to my aunty's funeral this morning. Oh well... Since i'm damn bored now. Therefore upload some pictures that I ss... =P hehehe... So here I go....

Levi's, Body Glove & Kim Gary =)

Went to MV with aunty today! =) Bought a levi's jean pant, body glove t-shirts! Yay! Oh well... At Levi's store tried out alot of different cutting & size... Finally got one! Yay! So happy! hehehe... =P You guys know what?! Tried until I sweat la... OK!!! Oh well... But I like the jean very much. The colur are much more special. Wear it with a high heel shoes, wow~~~ that is so "zheng"la... indeed... =P

After that went to body glove buy 2 pieces of t-shirts. Since they always use this rule first item 10% discount second item 40% discount. Quite okla.. If they do so. hehehe... My aunty also bought 2 ler... Not play play... =D After that, we went to Kim Gary to have our Hi-tea. Oh well... Talking of which, I have been half a year havent gone there. Since I sesak till now. OK... they already added on some others combo for order la... INN already! HAHAHA!!! =D At there talk alot... hehehehe... Talked about aunty how to know uncle also ler... hahaha... NENG HOR?! kakaka... xD Anyway, they known each other at bus. LOL... The bus which on the way went to Singapore. Both of them got a same ticket 6B. This problem mayb due to the system. Printed the same ticket for twice. So... because of this... They are married already! LOL... How nice???!!! LOL.... =P

Guess I got go to now... Tomorrow morning want to go jogging with that shui po. Wonder when she become so healthy?! LOL... OKla... till then... cya! Take care buddies!

Honesty

A song by Billy Joel.

If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honest is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe

I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't as for nothing while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the one I depend upon

Love Story

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Love etcetera. One day it was announced to feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired there boats and left.

Love wanted to perservere until the last moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing in a grand boat when Love asked for help. Richness refused saying that there was Envy and Jealousy in the boat and there was no place for him.

Vanity passed by in a beautiful vessel. Love asked Vanity for help. "I can't help you Love. Your being wet might damage my boat."

As Sadness was close by, Love turned to him. "Oh Love, I am so sad that I need to be myself!" said Sadness. Happiness passed by, but she was so happy that she did not even notice Love.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I'll take you." Love felt so relieved that he even forgot to ask his name. Finally they arrived on dry land and they parted ways.

Love asked Knowledge who it was. "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Buy why did Time help me?" asked Love. Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because, only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."


Thought for reflection:
True love is unconditional and ever flowing. It does not ask for acknowledgement or any kind of return.

A New Day Has Come

A regular article in the Female Magazine 2002, the topic was "Learning to Let Go". One of the readers wrote saying that she had benefited from the article. The story goes: She was a housewife with two toddlers aged four and three. Her parents-in-law pampered her eldest daughter and took her home with them frequently. As a result, her daughter had become quite spoilt.

There were two instances where her mother-in-law totally disregarded her and just took her grand-daughter out with her. She has spoken to her sister and close friends but concluded that she would just have to deal with it herself. She was contemplating on putting an end to her mental torture as she was heading for a dead end. She chose instead to find a "new road" and divert her attention elsewhere.

So, she began to fill her time by helping her sister with her business, freelancing, doing handicrafts and selling them at Flea markets. Soon she herself began sending her daughter to her mother-in-law, convinced that her in-laws were not spoiling her daughter, but merely showering her with love. A month after she started to "let go", she discovered that she was happier and the hatred and anger had lessened. Most of all, her eldest daughter was no longer caught in the middle and was free from pressure.

Thinking back, she was glas she had acquired this new skill in life. Otherwise, she might have died of grief.

She said "Letting Go" was not about giving up, rather more of opening oppurtunities for the self.


Thought for reflection:
If you love someone, let him/her go. If he/she comes back, he/she is yours forever. If not, he/she is not even yours to begin with.

MV's MPH and Sushi King =D

So today went to MV with Shasha and donkey! Around 1pm something like that the Shasha came and fetched us. Hehe... Recently she become our driver for FOC one ler... Where to get wor?! LOL... =P After arrived there, we first go to Aussino for buying bed sheet and quick cover set since they are having discount in this month. So I did grab for 2 quick cover set and one filter bed sheet. =) After that, we went to shop some of the shop lots. But ended up didnt get anything else also. =(

Later on around 4pm something, we 3 feel have got abit hungry so we decided to go to Sushi King to have our Hi-tea. So have fun at there too! When every moment that we could sit, sure we have fun! LOL... no doubt! =P So we 3 continue the E's story. Guess it became our everyday's topic already... SWT... Don't know when only we could end this topic... Oh well...

So below were some photos we took during the Hi-tea time... So here we go....

Me & Donkey =P

Dishes that we had eaten

Don't capture me la... I shyyy..... =D

Guess whose hand was that?! =P

'kiap-ing' the sushi... =P

After that, we continue our journey. Today our objective is go to MPH. So of course we went there. I did bought 6 books about the self-help which all totally cost me around RM300. Crazy huh?! It's up to you to judge it! But it really could help me alot! =P So Anyone out there want to borrow from me you guys are welcome! =) So after that, we rush back home just because the Donkey need to fetch Moo to the E's house because today it's hers birthday! SO... that's all for today! What's a tiring day for me! Considered me whole day didn't sleep... Guess I'll have a nice dream today! Yay! Ciaoz... cya!

Pasar Malam @ Taman Caunaught and 糖黏豆 @ S.Saujana

This post supposed already posted, but due to my house internet connection lag and hang, after I finished my typing for this post when I wanted to post ok.. Disconnection again! “gek sei me!” But, Esther be patient, therefore I rewrite again. Swt… :S

Just went back from Taman Caunaught’s pasar malam with Shasha. Hehe… Actually wanted to go there to see the jagung moi since every of my friends said that she’s so pretty and gorgeous. All of the people circle around her mother’s stall if she’s there. When you see no one else is standing there to buy her jagung mean she’s not there. See?! How exaggeration for this?! But it’s really truth.

So after we arrived, we first have our “fei zai lok lok” as our light dinner. Because later we want to eat asam laksa, therefore can’t let our stomach empty rite?! Nanti gastric lagi. Hehe.. So after ate the ‘lok lok’ we continue lepak of cuz since the pasar malam is so LONG to walk, longer than SP Tuesday’s pasar malam ler! So while lepak-ing, I bought a short pant which costs me RM20. It’s quite nice. I like it very much. When back house and tried, luckily it fit to me. Yay! Then later we walk and walk, saw a lot of asam laksa stall, but don’t know which to choose. At last, we chose the last stall which placed at the end of the pasar malam. Wow… but also nice to eat! Hehe… After eaten asam laksa, we continue lepak. Then I bought a watch and a shirt which totally cost me around RM25. The watch is so nice and the shirt is so fashionable. Later I also bought a skirt which costs me RM25. Hehe… The skirt looks cute and fashionable also. Yay! Then later I also bought 2 pieces of pejamas which costs me RM10 for each. Hahaha… Cartoon one which is winner the pooh. =P After that, we went back around 9.30pm…

After that, we went to find Eve to yumcha. So here we have another moment to go…

So we went to 糖黏豆 to have some desserts. Have fun and have a nice chat there! LOL… =P Almost one year didn’t go there to have some desserts already! Since last year Christmas eve. So what we chat about?! Oh... tell you guys… this is the most funny part among all the conversation that we had. LOL… Ermm… it’s about Eve and hers used to be her best friend(E) pergaduhan. LOL… E bergaduh with Eve it’s because Eve and her gang said E is an “aunty” with joking with her. Then you guys know what happened to E for the moment? Ok… She cried already! LOL… Then everyday at night, she will ask her sister comments on hers dressing(for going to Uni one) will looks like aunty or not?! It's just in case hers friends won't laugh at her again. Swt… HAHAHA!!! What’s a LAME pergaduhan rite?! People just joking with her so fast get angry dah! Aduidui.. :S Because of this make Shasha and me laugh like hell at 糖黏豆 la… ok! SWT… hahaha… Of course we have got chat about others also la… hahaha! Then after we finished the foods almost one hour like that then we balik lu… Cuz later we has another moment to go… LOL… How interesting is my life huh?! =P It’s because I search for it one! =P

Guess I had to go now. Later we have another moment to go. We are going to MV's MPH. Don’t know have got what interesting thingy will happned by later?! me now soooooooooo 期待！！ =D

(Note for Jen: You think about it, what E will do if she known we last time used to call her “hao poh”?! Commit suicide sudah! Mati donk kiao! LOL… =P)

期待

如果人是活着的，相信一定有很多的期待吧。。。 因为我活着，所以有期待！！！

期待明天的到来。。。
期待哥哥从澳洲回来。。。
期待他买什么给我。。。
期待十二月的到来。。。
期待去新加坡购物。。。
期待去学游泳。。。
期待去学美容。。。
期待与朋友出去逛街。。。
期待与朋友出去喝茶。。。
期待朋友来我的新家。。。
期待去澳洲修学。。。
期待毕业典礼当天的气氛。。。
期待去欧洲游玩。。。
期待谈恋爱的日子。。。
期待结婚当天的气氛。。。
期待结婚生子后的日子与样貌。。。
期待成为妈妈的责任。。。
期待成为婆婆的成就感。。。
期待。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我想，人总要有期待，生活才更精彩吧！ 不是吗？！ =）

原来

灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

我难过

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决　不希望我等待　
我便默默的让你走开
如今你　受了伤回来　
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是　
放弃你　
放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎　
忍住悲哀
我以为　
是成全　
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是　
忘了你　
忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们　
真心相爱
也忘了告诉你　
失去的不能重来！！！

所以，珍惜身边的每一个人与东西吧，因为失去了真的不能重来了。。。 加油吧。。。 KAWAN!!!

Love

Hmmm... Just a simple title for this post. Cuz I don't know gonna use what title. Just a picture that I draw for myself. It's a love shape. I draw from a picture. So just let you guys to have a look whether it look alike the orinigal picture or not. Hehe... =) But I haven't coloured it. Waiting for Ashton's idea comments on how to colour it to let it become more cool & nice! =)
(Note: If the satisfaction of the picture is 10, I would rate my picture for 8.) Yay! =) What about you guys rate this?! =P

Make Up Day! Yay! =)

Today I was booked by my aunty to be hers model. Because she's having her make up course, so the intructor of the course need them bring a model to make up for the model. Have fun today!=) Guess what?! I make alot of challenges for her! =P For example, my eyes shadow want to have 2 colours mixed one, my eyesliners at the end must look like abit "fly out" like that one. Hahaha! When she listen already, she said " you really very mafan hor... ok... fine.. I accept your challenges! hahaha! =P But at the end, she could make it also la of cuz! Hahaha! Congratulation! So after that, we rush back cuz after that aunty & uncle will have a dinner in Klang. At that time already it's 6.45pm. So after went back home, me started to SS already! LOL... So here I go... =D

(Note: I actually have another 2 pics that I took with my mommy. I wanted to upload them! But I dunno why cant upload them at here! Sighs.. You guys know what?! My mother purposely changed her clothes and then make up some of hers face to take pictures with me! Oh well... My mother also like SS one! HAHAHA! =P What's a good relationship with my mother huh?! =) )

APT Saloon, Domino's Pizza and Focus Point?!

APT Saloon in Carrefour
Today around 11.30am I went there to have my hair rebonding that I wanted to do it since half year ago! Phew... Finally here I go to do it. Now you guys can see a taiwan artist in Malaysia la.. ok... That's A-Mei! LOL.. =P Today I went there with my youngest aunty. Since she always wanted to rebonding her hair too. After we went there then I start my rebonding but my aunty didnt do it because hers hair now are too dry cant do it. If she did already, hers hair will looks like shit! LOL... So she just signed up a treatement programme. Erm.. Have a good chat with those stylists at there about 3 hours. Laughed alot there. Hehe... Don't know since when I became so socialable eh?! =P

Around 3.15pm, finally finished my rebonding. Then we went for so called a lunch or a Hi-tea?! Whaever la.. As long as I have got some foods to eat right?! So we decided to go to Domino's Pizza to have our lunch. [(Honestly speaking, lives for 19 years, ok, I have not been to Domino's Pizza to have some food la.. ok!=.=") Those who know me very well, my house cooking style always is the healtier way! Therefore the probability to have a meal at outside is always damn low.]

Domino's Pizza
Ok, first at all I have to say that before we go in there was only ONE customer there to do hers revision or what! I don't know. Then I told my aunty that "wah... 没有人叻，拍苍蝇咯！！ haha! So we gave in, and then after order a combo meal we have a nice chat about some gossips. So after all the foods arrive our table, we started to eat of cuz and have some chat also. OK.. you guys guess what was happening now??? Just now I did say 没有人叻，拍苍蝇咯 right?! Ok.. NOW the 苍蝇 did appear one our table la.. ok! SO ACCURATE la my mouth said out de things! Then we both have the 默契 laughed out together loud loud la.. ok! HAHAHA!!! You guys can imagine or not?! LOL... =P It's extremely funny, and then knowing that there only 3 customers include us at the whole restaurant! OMG... hahaha! But I guess we 'bought' alot of guess gave in the restaurant lor.. ok.. After we gave in rite, the restaurant 碌碌续续 alot of Malays go in la.. OK!

After that, Another new moment to go.... Cuz my spec that I currently wear already very old and have got alot of 花纹. So I decided to changed a new one for my own. Since my aunty is there so that she can help me choose together which one more suitable for me.

Focus Point
After we walked in then we saw some collection of spec for promotion. So I chose this promotion. Quite fast I chose the frame. Very nice la the sepc... Very colourful also! The colours are so sharp man! Wore already just feel like very young la.. ok... 青春 la.. ok! LOL... Saw some brand of the frame. Guess what is the brand name?! We saw one of them was "O-Yes!" la ok!... SWT... So I at there jokes with my aunty, if wore it already sure whatever things can also goes well as "O-yes" huh?! LOL... =P So after I go to check my shortsighten power. And then 讨价还价 with the worker there lor... The worker bu neng lor... want to cheat me money lor.. ok! Want to count the price as high as he. Like me don't know like that. Luckily my aunty help me to ask for discount from him! Phew... Yet I also order 2 monthly contact lens... OK.. THAT GUY WANNA CHEAT ME AGAIN!! WTF!! ONE BOX LAST TIME I DID ORDER ONLY FOR 60 BUCKS! NOW HE SAID 65 BUCKS! OH, WELL... THEN I SAID LAST TIME I BOUGHT 60 NIA LOR...( in an immoral way) then he likes very bu gan yuan like that then oklor.. 60 bucks.. SWT...

So after settled the payment then we walked back from Carrefour ler! hahaha~~~ First time for us! A walk to be remember?! But 2 persons walked not that bad la... At least we can chat some funny jokes! Then the time flies... awhile then arrived home already lor! Then after back home just played with the little Joanne... SHE IS SOOOOO CUTE!!! Finally wait to get a BIAO MEI already! Yay! =)

Guess I have to go now! Having gastrics pain now by the way! Wanna have a cup of my proteins powter with MILO already! So.. cya guys! Have a nice weekends! Enjoy ya!

Only Say it Out Once In My Life Time

Don't know why all of a sudden, my heart & brain have alot of things to pour out now! I want to say alot of things that you guys will think it's so 感性. I want to say alot of things to my family members & my dearest friends here. ( So when you guys reading my blog, especially those who I will mention below, DON'T shed your tears ya =P) and hope it brought back alot of memories between you & me that we had gone through in the past. So, here We go...

To my Grandmother...
You grew me up! That why I'm here. That is why who am I now. You always share alot of your experinced with me! You always ask me to be strong when I was down. You always support me. You always cheer me up. You always know what I want! You always cook alot nice vege for me to eat! You always make joke with me! You always... Are my idiol in my life for sure! =) The love that you gave out is INFINITY!

To my Daddy&Mommy...
Daddy, you always work till late night. You always have to go outstation to work! You always provide a better enviroment for our family. You always support me. You always shared alot of experieced with me. You always tell me that health is my first wealth. You always very panic. You always.... Are my superman in my life for sure! The love that you gave out I can't see it from my eyes but it can feel from the heart.
Mommy, you always provide the best thing for our family. You always care for me. You always worry about me. You always bagging me. You always support me. You always forgive me. You always hurt alot. You always want us eat in the healthier way. You always have a nap in the evening. You always protect our family from danger. You always sacrificed yourself. You always... Are my superwomen in my life for sure! The love that you gave out I can see it from my eyes and feel from my heart too.

To my uncle&aunty...
Uncle, you grow me up! You make me to become a better me! You always buy alot of things for me. You always ask me to be strong. You always share life experienced with me. You always lead me to become a independent teenager. You always sacrificed your time just to teach me account. You always teach me how to manage my time. You always support me. You always ask me to let it go. You cheer me up. You always know what i want. You always... Are my bestest uncle that I ever have im my life for sure! The love that you gave out totally I can see from my eyes and feel from my heart too.
Aunty, you always cheer me up. You always laugh easily. You always is my 美容师。You always support me. You always tell me some jokes. You always strong. You always happy. Still remember what u'd told me when that time something was missing in my life. You always tell me that "Ah Fong, whatever you do in the future, I will always support you for sure, don't scare, be brave!". Yes, this sentence came out from your mouth and yet I always remember it in my heart. How touched was that?! Oh well.. You always... Are my bestest Aunty that I ever have in my life for sure! The love you gave out totally can see from eyes and feel from heart too.

To my brother...
Brother, we are brother and sister for once in our life. You always ask me to be strong. You always give whatever things that I need. You always buy me things that I like. You always mature. You always strong. You always handsome. You always provide whatever things that your girl friend needed. You always love your girl friend. You always very kind. You always is a giver. You always very funny. You always forgive me. You always support me. Yes, I didn't regret as you asked me to be strong to continue my studies in Monash. The results that I've got now can be recognised by you I guess. You always ask me to make it real. You always... Are my bestest brother in my life for sure! The love that you gave out is INFINITY!

To my friend Ashley...
Ashley, sorry for the misunderstood thingy that happened between us last few year. Now I understand and I already forgive it. You always very cute. You always tell lies. You always joke with others. You always ask people to help you. You always easy-going. You always be who you are. You always lack of confident. You always like to say rude words. You always laugh at others people wearing style. Until now, I have got something to tell you that, I don't know when I should trust you, when I shouldn't trust for some time. I'm still learning to be smart. Alot of memories that we had gone through, such as Lingaton tuition, Taylor's foundation year and etc, hope that you could remember. It's always the best memories for us to bring back. You always... Are a taker yet a giver for me as I know you for so long.

To my friend Ashton...
Ashton, a friend that I known through Ashley. You always like to design. You always care about me. You always shared alot of things with me, from study to family, from family to entertaiment and etc. You always give something cute for me. You always hang-out with me. You always support me. You always be strong. You always independent. You always socialable with Malays. You always send a message for me when your things didn't go well in JB. You always send a common message for me after you come back from JB and befor you go to JB. Two common messages from you are:" Sleep liao ma?!" and " Huhu... now at bas liao... go back to JB lor.. 88.. take care ya". You always... Are a giver for me for sure!

To my friend Jasmine aka shui po...
Jasmine, you are the only friend that I known for longest. Almost 13 years. Our family background is almost the same. One father, mother and brother. You always the smart. You always SS. You always chase by guys. You always weak. You always alot of things to share with me. You always not confident enough. You always care about me. You always... Are my longest friend that I known in my life for sure!

To my friend Jason...
Jason, really get known each other was in form 4. Saw each other before in form 1. You always caring. You always share gossips with me. You always lead ur junoir prefects. You always be strong. You always have a clear intention. You always play a nice piece at piano. Do you still remember the Canon In D that you tought me?! You always patient. You always funny. You always look down some of other people. You always laugh at others. You always... Are a giver & a leader for me as I known you in my life so far!

To my friend Jennifer aka 珍妮花...
Jennifer, a real friend that I known in last year. You always SS. You always support me. You always care about me. You always bully MM. You always protect me. Still remember after classses I always go to your house to have a nap. Still remember I overnight at your room just for the costumes for our drama?! Still remember you bought a banana mooncakes for us to eat?! Still remember the campbell mushroom soup that bought at Carrefour?! You just don't let MM drink have to wait for me come over at Pangsapuri?! You always loved by someone else. You always like to jokes. You always scare to eat spicy foods. You always strong. You always help me. Still remember when the first day i got my new car, my reverse parking skills not that good at that time, you help me to parked it at Subang Square?! Still remember those memories that we had gone through last year? A taxi trip to 1-Utama, A bus trip to Sunway Pyramid(the umbrella also flied away) and the lists go on... You always... Are my sahabat karib and a giver in my life for sure!

To my friend Wilson aka Pasukan aka Team...
Pasukan, a friend that I known through Ashley. You always care about your friends. You always cool. You always hard to give a smile for those who don't know you. You always give out. You always confident enough. You always kind. You always sacrified for your friends & family members. You always very hardworking. You always very smart. You always help me when I needed your help the most. Only you saw my weaknesses on myself that is lack of confident. Still remember a joke that you told us before, that was about Alicia slimming gossips. Alot of things we had gone through, ups and downs. Hope that were our bestest memories. We always shared about our future. Yes we finally entered into a Uni that we chose, we like, we wish to study together. (This is what us dreams about, but the only question with me now, do we make ourself proud?! Yes, we do.=D) You always... Are the 'kindest' guy that I meet in my life so far!

To all the people that I mentioned above, you guys have added and created values in my life! I want to say that: Thank you for eveything you guys have done for me. I appreciated it alot. I really meant it. Love you guys always. I have kept you guys in my deepest place of my heart. =) Never leave you guys again. Never dissapointed you guys again. Never delete you guys from my life. I promised. And last but not least, I want to give you guys a vote of 4.

To all my friends:
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever!

Voting:
1= See each other, then turning back
2= Eyes contacts
3= Eyes contacts + hands hold hands
4= Give a tight tight hug (there is where our heart shared)

(Note: The reason I created this post it's because I will never know when I'll leave this world. So what if tomorrow?! Am I going to regret for not letting you guys know you all actually create values in my life?! Yes, I'm. Therefore, this post is here! Alot of people choose to wait.. wait.. Until they died but still haven't told it out. But this thing will only happened to me once in my life time for sure! It's because 人类是可以被认同的!)

Yeah, It's Over!

Yes, it's over! I mean my final examination is over! So fast?! Fuiyor... hehe... Today the papar I sit for is Introductory Accounting A... Not that hard, overall I could answer all the questions. Guess what?! When I did the last question which is Bank Reconciliation Statement, after I calculated the bank account figure is equal to the figure of Bank Statement, I NEARLY want to shout out YES AH!!! But luckily I could control myself at the end I didn't shout out! Fuiyor... =)

So after I went back home not longer than one hour, my friend Jasmine aka shui poh called me said that going to come and find me just to share hers JERK story with me as she promised to tell me before. Oh well... Thinking want to have a nap in the afternoon, manatau itu shui poh said gonna come and find me soon. So I was told to not to have a nap. But at the end, I did fall asleep on the sofa before she arrived. =P Damn sleepy man! =0="

So after she came then started her JERK story... Oh well.. Sleepy*snoring*... Complicated man! Just like I love you, You dont love me, we arent the happy family! LOL... =P Dunno lah.. Just like a victimism story for her... Oh well... Pity her! Then chit-chat until around 5pm only she went back. After she went back, me feel like have got abit hungry so I cooked instant mee to eat. OMG... after eaten the mee, not longer for half an hour, I sudah fall asleep! Oh well... guess how tired was I?! Sighs... :S

Woke up at 8pm, ish... missed my favourite Singapore tv programme (Lucky charm) which showed at 7pm. Aiks... Now I've to wait for the repeat for this show. Sighs... And then around 10pm, daddy came back from Australia. Didn't buy anything else for me ;'(, because nothing to buy at there too expensive bah. 2.8:1. But then he shared alot of the experiences that he went through there. Quite funny! Haha...

Guess I've to go now... Wanna watch the tv show already! Yeah! Have a good rest ya, Esther! =) You can fly now lor... Yeah~~~ XIU XIU XIU~~~~ =D

A4 Size Paper

Oh well... "Because of you, I never sleep for hold night yesterday! Because of you, I could leave the exam hall earlier so that i could find Shasha! Because of you... I'm now here blogging!" Hahaha... Sound familiar ler?! I just edited it on my own way... hehehe... =)

Yesterday mentioned that I want to noted down the notes right?! Ok.. procastinated until night only I done it! Start from 2am do until 5am. Oh well... then 7am woke up, actually I totally didnt sleep. Cuz my sleeping time was over. Therefore now have got abit blur... and sleepy~~ =0="

Just back from my first examination that was Business Statistics... Overall quite ok... Not too hard, Not too easy. Mayb just have got the A4 size paper?! LOL... Guess I could get D for this subject. If want to get HD, then I have to pray hard for my lucks! hehe...

Sighs... Tomorrow another paper to go.. Introductory Accounting A.. Need to do some revision then I guess I can pass already! Hehe... After that, I CAN FLY LOR... XU XU XU~~~=D Free for 1 month plus if I took up the summer course in Dec.

Below were the photos that I took yesterday for the A4 size paper. (Front & Back page). Just feel this notes very nice, tidy & neat! Have got the contentment there too! Hehehe... Feel wanna laminate it too ler... =P

Finals! Here I come~~~

Finally the Final examination is approaching, which held on tomorrow morning! Can't for wait it to over. Hmm... This sem I only took 2 subjects which is Business Statistics & Introductory Accounting A. Study until so boring, therefore I'm here now. Hehe... For Business Statistics, revision is considered all finished. Done 5 sets of past year papers. Feel quite easy.. hehe.. If now I still doing it I scared tomorrow I will be assumed that I have memeorised all the answers in the exam. Another thing I scared is I scared I will scored HD for it! LOL... =P (Jokking nia) Still have another thing I gonna scared, that is this paper is about 3 hours, I scared I after 1 hour then came out already! hahaha... =P Haih... No choice, always have too much confidence in this subjects. I also don't know why la... Anyone else can tell me the solution for it?! In this subject exam, actually we can bring along with a written full page(a A4 size paper)of items that I wanted to note down to the exam. That's why I said I scared I scored HD! haha! But I havent written down anything else yet in the BLANK paper. The papar remains BLANK~~~ :S

Another subject that I gonna sit for is Accounting as I mentioned just now. Accounting, errmm.... If I want to get a P not the problem i guess. Just depend I want to score a higher marks for it or not. 50 over 100 not hard to get I guess. 10 MCQs, at least can "hamtam" 5 corrects bah. Based on a 1/2 probability. Haha~~ =P Other questions still have some not so confident to do it such as balance day adjustment & GST. If GST come out with those specialised Journal & inventory account guess at that time I sudah "bingun" :S, fainted. Haha... Jokking nia. Other parts I THINK I can do it constantly.

Guess now I have to continue my study to finished my A4 size paper first... Haha... Good Luck yo Esther! 你要你就能！！！ =)

A Conversation With Long Lost Classmates

Hmmm... Recently don't know why la... Chat alot with my long lost primary school mates... hehe... Actually they all had a gathering at Pui Yee house in May but i didn't attend. Hehe... Then recently added some of them in msn. So today, just had some chat with Hui San, the 8tv superstar, and Fuo Xian, a buddy that we last time used to sit for 书法 competition. =)

Chat with Hui San quite funny, hehe.... think back we last time how we were?! LOL... My primary form teacher used to called me "ah fang" for no reason... mayb easy to call?! I guess so... So, everyone in my class also called me "ah fang" already... hahaha... What a nice name for me?! hehehe... And then, since i was young then I was very weak, looks pale and until now still the same, easy to fainted. So everytimes the very first question in our conversation she asked me was " Now you still weak weak like that and looks pale ar?!" Then I just answer now I'm better already. Just to not let her to worry about me! Then she just can say take care oo~~~ Then later we chat alot about our classmates looks' "evolution"... hahaha~~~ =P So become sexy, some become thinner, some become "leehom", some become singer, some still remain the same a funny looks. i.e. Fuo Xian. haha~~~ Then later we chat about her boyfriend, who is a hair stylist. Next time can ask him to have a hair cut for me, guess will get a cheaper price but a nicer hair style?! =P

Another conversation with my really long lost classmates. He did see me before when I was in Form 5 as he just told me. Swt... He told me that last time saw me at Kota Raya Lingaton Tuition Centre. He guess that was me, (it's actually is me too) but dont dare to come infront of me scared recognised the wrong person then would feel very "fish". Swt... then he now still remember that event and keep until now only came and asked me... Swt... then I said... Wahh.... already n century(hiperbola) already you still remember one?! NENG lor... ok! hahaha~~~ But he still the same la... looked through his photos... haha... thin & funny! Act cool, hard for him to give a smile I guess. LOL... He appeared in my life now just reminded me last time we used to go for 书法 competition. We used to get First & Second runner up. =) But for now he said the runner up winner not belongs to him already. haha~~~ For me, same too! Hehe.. Alot of competitors in CHKL. =) Cant even fight with them la... Swt...

If given another chance for me to go for a gathering, guess this time I sure will go if my dear form teacher would go la.. I just missed her alot.. Mayb it's because I still remember a phase that she used to train a speecher. In chinese 跌倒了，爬起来吧!!! This phase plays an important role in my life too! =)

Guess I gtg now... Watching the doll master... so scary!!!~.~"

His First BIG DAY In His Life?!

Hehe... Guess who am i mentioned here?! Yes, I'm mentioning my only and lovely brother! =) He is now in Australia of course. He is now preparing for his graduation?! Yes, i guess so. Because there now already around 6pm. I just can based on my imagination what is going on there.. How bad for that?! Sighs... =(

Yes, he finally graduated already. Came back to Malaysia for almost 5 months. Find a job yet?! Yes, just be my driver! hehe.. =P Quite expensive to hire this driver?! Send to oversea and came back just work as a driver?! haha... Jokking.. Nono.. it's just his temprory jobs for him just because me currently don't dare to drive back as usual i did last time. Don't worry, i'll learn back very soon after my final exam finished. =) After that he will be send to my father company to go throught all the departments just to has the basics knowledge of a company structures. Then later mayb he'll be work in my father company in HR department. But so far haven't comfirmed yet. Guess this is another stage for him to go. His studies life has over.

So, that's life?! Alot of stages are waiting for us to challenge them?! Yes, I guess so. As long as we take it easy, NEVER NEVER give up, then we can face it happily just like easy come, easy go! Haha.. =P 没有人会放弃我，除非我自己先放弃自己！

Last but not least, just want to wish my only brother enjoy his this only BIG BIG day! =)

Selamat Hari Raya

Supposed written it yesterday, but due to yesterday too tired already so i just delayed the post on today. Hmm... yesterday 2 of my sahabat karib come to my house right? Yesterday we also have a wonderful lunch & dinner. Hehe... My maid cooked alot of Raya foods such as rendang ayam, ketupat, nasi pulut, sauce satay, acar, sotong...etc. All the foods are so delicious! hehe...

Actually one of them wanted to come to do her assignment one but end up didnt do it then watched the japanese series called "one littre of tears"which another friend of my bought to me. After both of them went back i had watched until epison 6 only... then at night i continue to watch until eps 11. Total has 11 epsion. Walaueee... Didnt expect that i could cried for so many times. Countless ler.. Really.. hahaha.. Dont know used how many tissue already also. After finished watching it's already 4am something.. then i have a nice sleep yesterday after crying so many times. Haha =P

He is my friend fall asleep dah... hahaha... Me curi angkat gambar ini punya... He actaully wanted to check his mail, but due to the laptop was too lack & hang.. while he was waiting it loading then already fall asleep. Wonder how tired he was?! LOL... =P

A New Day Has Come

Woke up early in the morning around 7am. Cant continue sleep dont know why... Mayb too happy for me today?! hehe.. 2 of my 'sahabat karib' will come to my house and makan gao gao latt! Cuz Hari Raya mah.. I invited them to come since both of them have got some things to give me.. hehe =P Then now feel nothing to do just come here and blogging lor.. Just to recommend a song by Celine Dion A New Day Has Come to you guys... Just feel that this song is quite useful for me when i was down. It cheers me up. Below is the lyric of the song.


A NEW DAY HAS COME

A new day...
A new day...
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you
Hush, love
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has... come
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
Hush, love
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has... come
Ohhh, a light
Hush, now
I see a light in your eyes
All in the eyes of the boy
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Hush, now
Hush, now

You Grew Me Up

This title taken from Josh Groban's song You Raise Me Up just edited the title of the song to You Grew Me Up. Below it's the lyric of the song that I edited some part of it.


You Grew Me Up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You grow me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You grow me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You grow me up, To more than I can be.
You grow me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You grow me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You grow me up, To more than I can be.
There is no life- no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You grow me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You grow me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You grow me up: To more than I can be.
You grow me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You grow me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You grow me up: To more than I can be.


This song is for my granny and my uncle. 4 of us, 2 of my cousin brother, brother and me. Granny and my uncle grew us up. Granny always tell me the ''history'' of us when we were baby. She always tell us that uncle how to look after us. That time I just born he was just around 16 years old. Just remember she always tell us that uncle how treasure the time. While he's 'swinging' one of us, then guess what was on his hand?! BOOK! Sometimes when he's 'swinging' one of us, while watching tv programme, once the tv was showing advertisement then he continue studied his book while he's 'swinging' one of us. That's why now he know how to treasure the time and not wasted his every moments. Yes, he grew us up, until now he still growing us up, last 2 years he bought a laptop to my brother b4 he leave to Aus. It's happy to receive yet it has the prices to pay off too. It's studies well through the Uni life. Yes, my brother made it already. He was finally graduated his HR degree programme in Aus in June 2006. Oh.. Not to forget, he's going to attend his graduation this coming Thursday that held in Aus. Tonight he's going to fly back to Aus. How disappointed for him as only dad can go over there. Mom and me couldnt make it due to my mom work place department not enough staff and i'm going to sit for my final exam after Hari Raya. But I'm so pround of him. Congratulation, brother! Hey, fly high ya!=) Honestly speaking, he used to be get a bad result in high school and in college life. He always tell himself "SO WHAT??? YES, I ALWAYS FAILED MY SUBJECTS IN MY HIGH SCHOOL & COLLEGE. IT DOESN'T MEAN I FAILED FOREVER!!!" He can be really strong enough that's the only reason why he finally made it to himself. So, this year, it's my turn to receive the laptop that was bought by uncle. =) Honestly speaking, quite expensive for this laptop. Guess I also have to pay the prices off??? Yes, I guess so. Yes, after fall down then only I realised that many things for me to appreciate now not until i lost it only learn to appreciate it. "只有真正失去过的人， 才了解何为珍惜，为何珍惜。" So, everything have their prices to pay. It's just depend how much you willing and able to pay off. If you able and willing to pay a higher price, of course you'll get a higher rewards, vice-versa. Aiks.. related it to economics already. Haha~~ =P Always remember there is a chinese idiom "我不怕慢，我只怕站". Yes, I'm slow, it's ok, but just want to see how long i can stand for?? isn't it?!
Therefore, be strong and continue walking, life is keep on going, add oil yo~~~~

New Blog

Hello... Everyone~~ this is my new blog... Just visited Shasha's blog then suddenly have got feel want to create one also. Don't know why la... haha~~ Mayb want to express my feeling gao gao latt at here la... Nothing more... hahaha... First blog dunno say what ler... oh... Recently just realised that, many of my friends are missing me la.. haha =P All asked me the same question why never see me online for a very long time ago, almost half year i think? Vanish?! Disappear?! LOL... Anyway, i'm back.. i'm alive! I'm fine now... Not to worry... =) thank you for those who are worry about me & those who all the way supporting me. Always will treasure you guys with love from now onward and ever. =) Take Care guys~

The book that i uploaded above is a very nice book which help me alot during last half-year. Hahaha.. =P From fall down then stand up and continue walk again. Just want to share with you guys only. Hehe =) Does anyone want to borrow it from me?! Hahaha.. it's all welcome a.. Dont feel shy wor... haha~~~